jiji

just when everything seemes to be happy and we live life one day at a time.. death comes when we least expect it and snatches one of our dearest loved ones..

i just came from work to hear the awful news.. our neighbour`s mother has passed away.. allah yer7amha ow yghamid`ha fasee7 janataa ya rab!

this lady, altho spoke no word of arabic was like our gran`ma next door.. shed always send their maids to ask us to come cuz she wants to see kids in her house.. and whenever the weather is cooler shed tell her daughter to throw BBQs or dinner parties outdoors.. ever since we moved in our new house she was the sweet face we got used to and LOVED to see everytime we go inside our house, since she used to love sitting in the terace waving at us morning and afternoon anytime wed come and go.. maskeena.. am gonna miss that face.. and now.. i regret so much not visitting her that much often..

her name was Mee`hri.. but we used to call her mama koodi.. and she loved it when we called her that name..

i lost my 2 grandmothers and i was happy i still had a 3rd one.. but now.. i have none.. i know its so selfish of me to think so.. bs wut can i do.. am heart broken..

allah yer7amha and may her soul rest in peace.. amen